well;
…all I hafta say is, get outta my head… get outta my dreams… just go. You left me here with no explanation. You left me here for no reason. You just let go of my hand, and I watched you walk away. You left with no feeling, and you’re numb so its easy for you. Do you not understand how much that hurt me? I was so dumb for thinking you cared about me, and I was so dumb for getting my hopes up. I dont think about you much, and I dont understand why considering how important you were to me. But some things set off a trigger and they remind me of you, and then you run threw my mind just for a minute and I go crazy. I hate it. I hope when I go to sleep that I can get away from you, but then you’re even there. You’re in my dreams and you never leave. You always make happen what I hope would happen every single fucking day… I want you to just tell me you were wrong and I’m worth fighting for, but apparently I was just completely stupid and foolish for even considering you would. Why did you just leave me here? Did you think I’d be okay? I’m not showing any emotion from it at all. I have to many feelings about this that I havent delt with; I refuse to deal with. All I know is… you have a lot of explaining to do.
